Peace is one thing, everyone wants peace, I mean amends.
And tbh, yeah in most cases no problem, it’s preferable, but there are some things a can’t overlook when it comes to letting people in your life. Like I said, I don’t want to hunt anyone down, I’m not angry, but I sure as tuck don’t think I can be pals, you know what I mean? There is certain levels you just can’t come back from, especially if you do the math, look at the big picture, some people never change and you can’t as any self respecting human accept certain things from certain people. In my opinion, it’s me. People who knew me, it’s f****** me, man. How the fuxk do you take me for a f****** idiot that long?
Some stupid petty little spat, I have a boss right now, a manage, I have known this this 18 years. That guy is a f****** complete assshole to me, and its intentional, and its not directed at just me, but I kind of expect some respect from the guy, so it pisses me off the point that I hate the guy sometimes. BUT all it takes is for him to be cool and show me some respect for a week or 2 and its cool. Yeah that’s easy.
Other things…. they’re not so easy to forget especially with the nasty and the sneaky and the intentional. ME? Are you f****** serious? Well, that’s gonna cost you… I’m confident. And really the loss doesn’t effect me. Am I hurt? Fuxk yeah, but then like do the math and nobody out there is going to say I tried in 20 years any way. I’m not gonna be rude, I’ve had buddies see my walking by a gas station they’re at, tell at me, Yeah. good to see you man, like I said no hard feelings, and that dude was cool, no prob there, but people know that I’m not the one reaching out, ever.