I had an abortion recently and I don't feel like myself. Actually I've been lacking motivation since the days leading to my finding out I was pregnant,

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I had an abortion recently and I don’t feel like myself. Actually I’ve been lacking motivation since the days leading to my finding out I was pregnant, with voices saying “you’re pregnant” in my ear. I had the abortion the day after I found out. God made it a very safe and hygienic one and I thank Him for that, I also saw my daughter and I have the assurance that she will come back when the time is right, so actually, typing this out I don’t know why I’m bothered. I know she will be back, and with a responsible father who is married to me. God really made a way to get it done professionally despite abortion being illegal in my country. I was given post-abortion meds too. God was so nice to me through this, I will live my life happily cus He definitely has my back.

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