I don’t even know if I’m h**** anymore. I think I’m just m*********** just to do it. Like as almost to fulfill a routine. I get off from work I shower, then I m*********. I’ve been doing it for roughly five years now and today was the first time I broke that routine. I didn’t shower. I stayed out in the living room. Watched tv, it’s now almost 11pm I’ve been home for 6 hours. I’ve just come into my room and was like eh maybe m********* before the shower. But I just don’t feel like it. I started to but it was just off. Hell im not even really that interested in actual s** now that I’m thinking about it. There’s been several instances over these past few years where a girl has clearly been down for it with me and I’ve just played it off. Is it possible to just suddenly become asexual? Or have I always been this way…
