I'm feeling so distraught and fucked up lately it's been hard for me to sleep or even be alive for that matter. I found out my ex girlfriend who I had - Simply Confess

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I’m feeling so distraught and fucked up lately it’s been hard for me to sleep or even be alive for that matter. I found out my ex girlfriend who I had been with for over a year and three months cheated on me about three months ago and I still haven’t been able to fully process it or handle it or really get over it. I’ve tried so hard, I spent all the money I had saved working before (it was season work in the winter) and now i feel like a broke loser I crashed my mom’s car when it was raining cause I hydroplaned and almost killed myself as well as my friend,his girlfriend and her friend ans even though no one died i still feel super guilty my mom is in debt ans I can’t even help her right now I feel like no one wants to really talk to me and I’m useless asf and I feel inadequate and useless in so many ways in life. I always tried to make my gf c** and she always told me I did multiple times I’d go down on her I’d feel her legs shake during and after I loved her si much and pleasing her and now it’s like life has such little to offer it feel so s*** like I want things to work out and maybe if more girls were interested I’d be handling it better but the truth is they’re not, I hooked up with two different people since but one was an old friend and the other was someome I didn’t find too physically attractive at all but still went for it cause I knew they wanted to f*** and i told them I didn’t Want anything serious and only wanted to hook up with no strings ajd they agreed before I did anything but I still don’t feel great about it. I really wanna feel loved romantically again but I know it’s stupid and I have to focus on me now but it’s so hard I’m so lonely i wanna cuddle and kiss and hold someone and make them c** like I just really liked taking care of my gf and I have nothing now and I’m trying to take care of myself but I’m a mess I stopped drinking as much as I was for a while but it’s still been hard i want to a lot even though I tell myself I don’t I’m so utterly sad and I don’t know how she could do this to me u tried my f****** best and like I really wish it weren’t like this I’ve considered ending my life ,maybe in front of her ro prove a

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Dalton, You know, it’s strange. Somebody else asked me if I was afraid today.
I am afraid.
I’m afraid of what happens when somebody pushes me too far. Somebody just like you. ‘Cause I know what happens next
I snap their fuckinn neck and shatter their skull .

Wade Garrett

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I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.