I guess because of the4 pack of whiskey…woke up late today almost 9am
As usual I look at my WhatsApp messages, today is slightly different. No good morning message.
Decide to pen down everything before my memory fades:
Those moments when we stalked at each other WhatsApp status / Profile picture
Those magic tricks you did to cheer my day (even thou some failed big time)
Those days when I bought you sweets
Those days when you texted me… When I’m in Bangkok,felt so happy receive your text
Those days when you scare me with my WeChat profile picture!!
Those naughty cheeky moments of you trying to xxxxx my xxxxxx. End up got rejected or smack… you said things like there’s a cat being offered a fish but end up the cat didn’t get to eat anything
Those moment when we exchange photos of our “Love Plant”.
Those moment when you boss around.. You said things like “Do not change topic. Come down”. To be honest I kind of like it.
Those moment when you said “The most painful thing is when you are physically far apart but yet the heart is so near”. and Every song reminds me of you…..
Those moment when I felt so loved. Video calling when I’m in MEL…. I wish to travel with you to a far country where nobody know us. That’s when we can behave normally. No worries, no hold back, no guilt just love…. just us
Those moments when you came so close to me…many a times I wanted to give in but I didn’t… its not because I don’t love enough…Besides the betrayer guilt, I guess you wont get to know it anyway…
Those days when you surprised me with the hidden black bag in your jacket..haha good try, the “Boost” drink in Malaysia, the i love you candle, the happy balls, the scarf, the pillbox, the laptop bag, the clutch bag, the perfume. the white shirt, the flowers
01/05/2019
Hang on…
Frozen waterfall in Niagara Falls
Smile ☺ Always smiling. Life is defined as the collection of experiences and its intensity. Smile to a wonderful life. Have a great week. Catch up with you in May when you are free.
Ermm let me know when you are free. I’ll buy you lunch.
07/05/2019 🙂 When I felt bad then….
There was a cash withdrawal of S$1,700000.00 with your card ending 1234 on 05 May at xx.xx If you did not effect this… Kindly choose from the following options:
1) Good and Rich Swissroll (Chocolate/Kaya)
2) Starbucks Ice Mocha Frap low fat milk
3) Boost Drink (New)
4) KOi / Liho
Random messages
I’ve read it somewhere that if you receive a message early in the morning. It means that the person thinks of you before he/she go to sleep or the person is thinking of you the first thing he/she is awake. Lol
Hmmm….
I think I need to use more X**……
XXXXX is a good X**
I got a good morning msg today. Must go and check who sent it!
When you first hold my hands..
Didn’t want to wash my left hand last night
Too bad I have to bath. Should have wrap it with a plastic
When I had a fever, you rushed down with medication, drinks and mochi (mochi got stolen). I would consider that the first time I felt your love. I felt like a dead bird, but what surprise me was the energy (in love feeling) I had….still able to text you throughout my journey back home. I remembered I was shivering so badly in the car haha…
23/05/2019 (Our first break up)- Things you said….
Feeling logical now. Before I change my mind again. I don’t think I can it slowly So sorry for doing it now. What I wanted to say is on the online confession.
No point deleting. I Love X**.
I am crazy over you
I am In love with you and l like you.
X** loves X**..
Really bye now
24/05/2019 (A date to remember)
Sorry..
For what?
If I made you feel unhappy in anyway.
I failed my plan haha
Walked to star bucks.. Walked to car park. Went to café earlier
Too painful for me..
I’m really lost
I try to think of all the happy things.
I don’t know. I want to hug you and talk to you….i felt… You may be sad
I am sad knowing you are sad… I kept trying to find an excuse to look for you.
Those moment when you said things like “really like the so in love feeling you gave me Makes me so happy.. Just to see you. I just need you. (I like it very much when you say things like that.. I have understand myself better after knowing you. It takes both hands to clap. Your wanting brings out the unconditional love side of me. I don’t mind giving you all my love, my attention, my assurance, i wont even mind doing things that i wont do in my current. Is that love? I guess my answer is yes.
Time to go the gym…