He was just a close friend to me started from last year. This year, he confessed his feeling to me. I still remembered it was my first time wearing a red

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He was just a close friend to me started from last year. This year, he confessed his feeling to me. I still remembered it was my first time wearing a red dress confidently. I was so happy on that day because it was the first day of Chinese New Year. He came for my open house at 7pm something with his friends. He was quite drunk. I can smell alcohol from him. He told me he was sober. After he went home, he asked me if i want to go to the next level with him. Well, i did say yes. Started from that day, he was not just my close friend, he is my sunshine, my man, my driver,… my teacher? I dont really remember.
One day,
I caused a scene that caused him mad.
I apologised.
I then gave him space. A lot of space. For himself, his family, his friends.
After that we dont talk to each other anymore.
We were classmates. He was one of my deskmate. I had 4 deskmates, alright? Lol.
One day,
He was murmuring, I can hear it clearly. “It wasn’t love.” I heard that.
That was after 1 month of silent between us.
This kind of relationship got me lost control. I was so heart broken. How can a person Changed so drastically?
2 months later. He asked for a break. He said he can’t give comitments anymore. I cried. Bitterly. It was 12/4/2019. I still can remembered the date.
But i told him to postponed his request, i got things to settle first.

This is too childish for me. Postponed? Lol i guess i was out of my mind.

And from that day, neither a friend or a foe, he is nobody to me. I set that in my mind.

What should I do? All those memories still lingering on my mind. I quit on my school and decided to further study in other school. Guess what, he never ask me abt that.

I expected him to care abt my leaving, seems like i am the one who still dont get what is real break up is.

I should wake up now. The more I think abt him, the more I feel pain. I wanted to forget abt him. But all those memories keep lingering. I hate this so much.

I got lots of things to tell. But most of the epic and confusing parts, i cut it all. So it will be like i am the one who did wrong, i am the one who still cant move on.

New Confession

I have to admit it. I love flashing my c*** to women. I don’t even care how old they are, as long as they watch. I do it in my car, on webcams and even out hotel windows on the beach in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than normal but can’t be described as huge. At least 2 women did comment on how hard my c*** is. So far, no women have participated but they haven’t reported me either.

I was holidaying in Florida and lying a lounge near the pool and the ocean where I could see lots of women in bathing suits. Across the deck from me, lying on a lounge was a black haired lady with b*******. She was wearing a tiny bikini and sunglasses. I positioned myself so that, if she looked up, she could see my hard c*** sticking out from under my shorts. She didn’t indicate one way or another and because of the sunglasses, I couldn’t tell if she was looking. After about 15 minutes or so, another lady approached her. I don’t think they were together. The lady spoke to her, I couldn’t hear what she said and then she left. My lady sat up, pulled the glasses up over her eyes and looked straight at me. It seemed like forever, but was probably less than a minute. She pulled the glasses down and lay back on the lounge without ever having acknowledged anything. I knew she had to have seen my c***. The only thing she did was bend her knee so I no longer had a view of her p**** area but she did nothing to hide her t***. I didn’t trust the other lady, so I got up and left. Still think about that.

One night I was cruising in my car with my d*** out looking for a flash opportunity, around 8 pm and it was dark. Up ahead was a female hitchhiking. She was wearing a real loose dress and she was perfect. My plan was to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great, if not and she closed the door, cool. As she opened the door, before she got in, the interior light came on for an instant and she got a great look.

Unfortunately before she could do anything, I was so excited that my c** just exploded all over the place, and I reached over, closed the door and drove away leaving her on the side of the road.

I wonder what would have happened is she had gotten in.

Related Confessions

I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.