I’m crying so hard right now I just want to stay home and not go out, I guess I have BDD, I have to go out right now but I just can’t, I’m f****** ugly I just can’t, why can’t I look like other girls, whenever I’m with my friends they always receive compliments but the only compliment that I receive is that I’m a nice person, a person with a good heart but physically the only compliment I receive feels like it came out because they felt bad for not complimenting my physical appearance.
I just cant go out, I wear makeup but I look f****** stupid, I try to wear dresses but I look like I’m trying too hard I cant even take pictures with my friends or look in the mirrors.
And now I have to go out but it feels like a challenge to me