• 3 months ago
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I’m crying so hard right now I just want to stay home and not go out, I guess I have BDD, I have to go out right now but I just can’t, I’m fucking ugly I just can’t, why can’t I look like other girls, whenever I’m with my friends they always receive compliments but the only compliment that I receive is that I’m a nice person, a person with a good heart but physically the only compliment I receive feels like it came out because they felt bad for not complimenting my physical appearance.
I just cant go out, I wear makeup but I look fucking stupid, I try to wear dresses but I look like I’m trying too hard I cant even take pictures with my friends or look in the mirrors.
And now I have to go out but it feels like a challenge to me

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  • I have a friend, I have only told her how beautiful I think she is once. I think she is the most beautiful women ever I love her more then anything but she doesn’t feel the same way about me so I don’t tell her as I don’t want her to feel uncomfortable…. but I seem to have already scared her away

    Anonymous June 11, 2019 12:02 pm Reply
  • As you get older you will continuously fight these thoughts of self awareness. Im not sure exactly what youre hoping to change but just the fact that you have friends means youre not as ugly as you may think. Some people who are ugly dont even have friends and live a very lonely life. If you’re the nice one of the group then look forward to developing other attributes. Being a nice person is not an easy thing to be since it requires being smart. Im willing to bet you are smart and nice. Now for the physical part of you I can tell you time and patience is all you need. If you want to do something now to change your appearance then the only thing I know and have proven to work is exercise and yoga. It changes your physical appearance and makes you feel different in a good way over time. Try it out and see. Worst thing that will happen is that you will healthier than when you started. Even the ugliest girls look amazing over time spend exercising/yoga. Its sounds strange but true!

    Anonymous June 11, 2019 12:07 pm Reply

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