I suffer from anxiety and schizophrenia, I constantly wounder what it would feel like to hurt someone like kill them, and some days I have no feelings towards it, I would do it and not feel bad, just kill for the sake of killing but other days I feel so ashamed that I could even think about that; I know I am getting worse because the bad thoughts happen so much compared to how it use to be, but I don’t want to tell me doctor because I think he will send me to be hospitalized. -Trinity