I feel like shit too this day. Just waking up I already feel fear, insecurity, lonlyness, hopelessness, failure... At the very moment wake up I already

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I feel like s*** too this day. Just waking up I already feel fear, insecurity, lonlyness, hopelessness, failure… At the very moment wake up I already feel I am fucked.
These feelings make me feel and want my quick suicide. Very often I imagine when I am still in bed me shoving a Knife to my chest, directly to my heart, bleeding myself out till death and relieving myself of this longed attached suffering. Why I don’t commit suicide? I am fearfull of even that. I am ashamed of even that. It seems I can’t do anything truly about my self in this life, even taking my own life. I am a total and hopeless failure, I am a p************.

New Confession

Gaza boys are stripped n*** and have their balls banded with in plastic wire ties making their dicks very hard while the d*** throbs and pulsates back and forth.

They are lined up on a platform to out side their camp..their legs are spread open exposing the p**** and tied down to the platform. Their arms are tied above them.

The banded balls are pulled through a hole in a board that is placed in that path of castration blade…..as the p**** is fucked the Gaza boys d*** begins to wildly thrust back and forth …at the moment e********** behind the blade falls while the d*** is ejaculating wildly and jerking viciously about like it is searching for a p**** to comfort it in o*****.

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