I really wish if we lived more than a life u know, I mean my life was basically just about chaos, depression, hurt, sadness and disappointments. Ever since I was kid I haven’t done a single thing that I wanted, I basically just wasted my life and trying so hard to be perfect and seeked approvals from my family so they can at least like me because I never liked my own self. Tbh in my own eyes i just want to forget everything and start over, I want to restart it all or just have a memory loss or smth. I really hate myself, I hate my life and I have absolutely no idea why was I even born.