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I have no idea what i’m doing with my life. lately i’m just out of focus. this is effecting everything, my studies, my relations with people. i always try to hide it and i cant talk to anyone about it, because i dont know what “it” is. i dno if im in the right major, and if im not its too late to change. and i dno why im not using my full potential though im aware that i can be 100 times more productive than i am now. i dont know what i want or who i want. and im scared if i keep rejecting guys because i dont think they’re my type, i’m scared that ill miss out on everything and end up alone. i still believe in true love and theres this person that will come and save me from all the horrible things ive been through before. i know this sounds silly but i just have no idea what to do or where to start from. i lost a lot of myself, and it all goes back to a broken heart. yes cliche excuse for everything, but its the truth.. time doesnt heal as quickly as i want it to.
Thank god for everything anyway, but i just want a clear mind…

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After my dad passed away me and my mother took a trip back to Ohio so I could drop her off at her sister’s house.. I got to saint louis missouri and we couldn’t find a hotel to say at so I pull over in a rest area and parked in the back. We both got in the back of the van and fell asleep. I woke up wet so I opened up the back of the van and took all my clothes off. I woke up my mother and she did the same. She laid back down and I got in behind her and I got a hard on. My mother put her hand back behind her and knew I had one. I started playing with her t*** and then her c***. She said I don’t think we should be doing this
I told her that both of us needed this. She rolled over on her back and I got on top of her and she put me inside her. I started off slow and then fast. I could tell she was c******. Then again and then again. That’s when I put myself really deep inside her and came. It felt so good c****** inside her. We talked about it the rest of the way and said that we should do it more when she comes back home. And then she tells me that dad and her knew about the guy up the street making movies with me and his daughter. I didn’t think any one knew about that. There was even times that me and him had s**. I would s*** him off and he did the same to me. Mostly it was me and his daughter having s**. Mom said that her and dad would watch us. They were looking thru holes in the wall and after he was done mom and dad had s** with the wife and him. Mom said that she has all the tapes. I said even the ones that me and him having s**
She said yes and the ones of you and he’s wife. She said that dad help him sell a lot of them to people. Mom said she had copies of all of them. She would show me were they are when she comes home. I played a couple of them and she had all of them. Even ones with mom and dad having s** with them. Mom asked me if I enjoyed being with him. I told her yes I did. It was fun sucking him off and him c****** I’m my mouth. He did c** a lot. They moved away and mom and dad never saw them again.

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