I didn’t do anything, I just know something that’s going to happen, and I feel like I’m insane. I know it’s going to happen, and it feels like it already did, like a memory, but no one else knows.
Do you know how it feels when the whole world seems crazy? It makes you feel crazy. I keep clawing for any little thing that makes it feel like someone else agrees, or has a similar feeling about the person, just for that little scrap of sanity.
Jesus Christ, just, f****** wait five years, something huge is going to happen with a well-known actor, two, two actors who’ve been well-known for a long time, and a currently unknown actor who gets famous in the time in between now and then. The two, the other well-known actor, and the newer one, they’re innocent, but the other one…
Do you know what it’s like to f****** have to see the person everywhere, and know who the f*** they actually are?
I’m not just talking about MeToo type s*** either, I’m talking murder, they got away with it, and they’ll try it again. They don’t succeed and one of the two people they try killing ends up killing them.Â
It’s f****** crazy, I don’t f****** care how this sounds, I want to rip my goddamn hair out. Think I’m a troll, or someone make s*** up for attention, or a genuinely crazy person, whatever, I don’t care, I know you guys, the public, are going to see anyway.Â
Five years. Set your timers, folks, s*** is going to go down. I feel myself f****** boil inside when I see this person, I know what they are, it’s horrible, I know what they did.
I was never there, I just got these things, like memories, again, like memories. Like dreams you remember in the morning. They’re horrible, horrible, I know what their mind is like, it’s disgusting, their eyes are like hell.
Not fire and brimstone hell, deep, dark, silent, emptiness forever, cruel and cold.Â
And you know what, the people they hurt, that they’re going to hurt, don’t f****** deserve it. They live, but they have to go through some horrible things at the hands of the person.
I’m traumatized, I feel f****** insane, no one knows but me, I feel crazy. I just… I don’t know. I’m deleting the password to this account away, come back here in five f****** years, f****** 2024, this s*** is going to be f****** scary.
Remember this.