I am afraid to close my eyes,
with every tick of time that goes by,
the tears that slip from your eyes,
make the pain grow deep inside.
I hear the faint sounds of screams,
every chair, or moter on street,
Makes me jump to my feet.
Auditory Hallucinations,
pulling at my hair in frustration,
I am scared with every little tick,
that your hiding something sick.
You promised me once before,
“Drinking, I will do no more.”
You broke it, and yet again you say,
with a pinky promise,
I hope it will stay.

I fear for your life,
I fear for my heart,
I don’t know what I would do with this life,
if I didn’t have you as a part of it.