I fell sad when I cant see you, Im so weird I know. But is it wrong to have feelings for you, at least I think I do. Im still in between my feelings for you, and him. I dont know what is it Im feeling. Do I like you? Or is it me just missing you as a best friend. I feel a pang in my heart when your not even around me for a day, but when I do see your face I know in my heart Im happy just seeing you. And when you smile at me, or hug me I feel another pang in my heart. I just dont know what the feeling is. Is it love? Or my heart playing tricks on me. I cant wait to see you again in August, I cant believe I have to wait so long to see you. But maybe we can hang like usually do, maybe this month we can go to the movies. I know I dont get to see because maybe your busy. I want to be near you, just so I can fell content and not think about my feelings for you are. It was better just hanging out with you in class, or at the pool talking about other people we’d like to date. But when people suggest you and I together we just say we’re best friends nothing more. But maybe those people are right we do fight like a married couple, know a lot of things about each other that other people dont know, are own inside jokes, are wonderful but corny jokes. I miss that, and I cant wait to see you again, next month. All I know is that I miss you, and I dont know what this feeling is for you…