I’ve already written about this feeling that’s been suffocating me these days. Namely, I have a crush on a man that is never going to be mine. I have a boyfriend, but he doesn’t exactly meet my needs.

Now, I’ve just read that a typical crush lasts for about 4 months. Well, I’ve been fascinated with this man for 6 years now (I checked it in my diary, so I’m 100% sure that’s when I developed crush on him).

He’s married and has a child. I don’t want to cause any trouble to anyone, including myself. But I want him…