my nightmares continue… being subliminally caught up in the vampire movement I was subject to r***-ages of oral and virginal torture against my will.
it was part of some occult thing to have oral sharps pushed down your mouth and throat as a child by someone bigger and taller then you til you bled a bit and hurt. I still suffer with swallowing problems now and then and get a eating phobia afraid to sit with others at the table. I shake sometimes uncontrollably and that happened a lot around men and my sisters husband, I had to try to hide it and it was so embarrassing. sometimes I am find and then other times it comes over me.
virginally, I was subject to a guy putting his finger up my virgina enough to make it bleed as a little toddler of about 2 or 3. and then later it was doctors forcing large forcepts they would use for birth down my virginal and I cried in pain. believe it or not they were involved in a vampire/sadistic movement who abuse certain patients.
its quite common in Australia for many white people to be abused by medical professionals who should know better.
