I get abused by my cousin. And my neighbors. When I was kid . I abused my sister because no one told me what is s** when I was teenager. My best friend abused my emotions. I was an addict. I went to psychiatric hospital for a year . I left my family becuse I didn’t want to them feel guilty. Every one can not understand my huge amount of kindness that came from my background . As my the only problem is why my crush let the other boys use here while she reject my pure love.
If you don’t feel something calling you to finish your life every single day . If don’t know where you should run from pain and if you don’t feel pain every single minute . !! Just be thankful of what you have . I’m thankful of the world just because it let me sleep on pillow and let me buy cigarettes by my own @@ be happy .