So I’ve had a crush on a really close friend of mine since almost a year. I didn’t tell any of my friends for a very long time. And even now, I don’t know how to talk about it because I can’t really talk about feelings and emotions very easily. It’s the first time in 2 years (after I got over my ex) that I’m feeling this way about a guy and I have no idea what to do. I don’t know if I want to get into a relationship with him (that is, if he even wants to). I don’t know if I should tell him or how to tell him or how he’ll react. He’s just one of the chillest guys, seems like he doesn’t care about anything on this planet. Just goes with the flow. And he sings beautifully. I keep watching videos of him singing everyday (is that a little creepy?) I wish I could spend more time with him and I wish he knew how I felt without making things weird. AHHH F*** I don’t know if I’m slowly falling in love with him that will really s***. Lmao I feel really weird typing all this but it’s so much better than bottling up everything I feel. S*** I really fkn like him. Didn’t think this was possible.