In the last two nights I have masturbated over movie s** scenes that hardly aroused me due to using the same scenes I have used for almost six years, and this led me to question about my practice my s** appeal; is it time I did something different than j******* to R-rated s** clips or should I direct my energy to something other to help relieve me of stress than m***********? I feel that the obvious is I need to start being more productive in my free time, because as a man I need to find purpose and a more meaningful way to live. As of this day, I am officially no longer going to m********* for 40 days and 40 nights.