arabic: l 7ayet jazra, marra b 2eedak w 3ashra b teezak.
english: life is a carrot, once in your hand, ten times in your a**.
lifee is so cofsuing sometimes..
i just look around me sometimes and i wish i wasnt even born..
i’m 16, i have a great life and everything but i feel like i’m 60 years old..
i’ve passed through alot and i don’t know how i’m going to endure the upcoming years..
i’ve always been waiting untill i become 18, so i can go into college and major in engineering, i’ve always wanted that, i’ve always dreamed of becoming successful in the future, but now that it’s closer, all the enthusiasm has faded away.. sometimes i just want to sit all alone, watch tv and sleep..
i dont want to continue my education..
but then again, i do :S
it’s so frustrating..
well no pain, no gain..
i’m happy i let it out