So I’m 13 and gonna be 14 in July but I’ve alreafdy fell in love. I fell in love with a boy, he’s honestly the best and makes life worth living, the more I talk to him the more I become happier but I hate that I’m so clingy to him.

Hhnghhh this is gonna be long so I can v e n t. So I actually met this dude online bc everyone IRL thinks I’m uglyyy and I met him over Fortnite, yes, F o r t n i t e. I fell in love with the Drift skin back in July and I drew art of him along with the other skins, blah, blah, blah, I knew of his existence for months but only really talked to him when I was in a group chat for OCs and he was there too.

We became really close friends around Christmas and I started devolping feelings for him mid January and recently I accidentally confessed doing a lyric prank. I edited the lyrics though because my feelings xd and I knew he had a girlfriend but I asked what he thought of it, we chatted for a bit and I was like “lmao prank ecks dee” and he said something like “You lied? You lied to me.” And I said “Dude, don’t pull this s***” and in my head it was a joking voice. I forget what he said but I ended up spilling my entire heart out to him and he also confessed to me.

I remember crying in my basement, waiting for my laundry to go through and the product in my hair to set while waiting for the chaos to happen in our DM. He told me he didn’t love his girlfriend like he used to and wanted to break up, he told me that he didn’t want to hurt her and needed to find words to let her down easy and it’s been over a week now, I don’t hate his girlfriend but I feel like she doesn’t like me since all she says is “Oof” when i talk rip. This is where I end this I guess? I can’t put my thoughts together well rip