I sit home alone some times and feel everything caving in around me, I’ll hear things that are not there and won’t hear things that are there. I HATE! being alone but I hate being with people too, I can’t seem to win at all I loose faith in people and faith in my self when I lie trying to get out of something or even call people things I don’t believe because I want to be alone but then I don’t want them to leave because I know the things will come for me.

Some one save me from falling into madness.