I hate it when people tell me to get better. I love being addicted to cutting myself, p***, whatnot. That’s just who i am at this point. it’s a part o fme, and i love that about me. i love not being better. aand i hate i twhen people do nice things for me or forcefully do things to help me because i love being..sick, to put it the least. let me ruin my own life. sorry for th etypos and whatnot im typing this really fast so i dont get caught lolol