so my husband left the country,and i have cried for soo long.i know no one but him in the country, im in lebanon,im mix my mom’s side is romanina my dad’s is lebanesse but my familly is in europe now,,so no family,no friends only me and my 8 years old son,the thing is i had suffered from emotional problems i cant stand him leaving im so attached to him,,
and im supper beautiful,,i dont see it, people do and this thing makes my husband unconfortable,,
people always stare whenever i pass which is making me uncomfartable 2,well i understand that in beirut people have no bounderies but i entered body shop tonight i wanted to buy a perfum,,,the sales person was a male and too nice i said ok thank you for helping and i went to candels sections the guy was trying ti hit on me by showing the items and getting closser,so i sad thank you ill by this and on my way out i’ve heard him saying in arabic come so let me f*** you,,i was abt to leave and since my dad is lebanesse and i understand the accent i looked back and i couldnt stop my anger,,i started shouting and shouting and shouting and shouting…i went out in a hurry…i was shaking i had my son in the car,,i tried to drive i was anxious and tempered i mad a car accident immediatly,,,now i m home at night still crying and i dont know whyy or how i can make self feel better??