My body doesn’t feel right. I feel as though my health is degrading and I’d love to get help, but hospital bills s*** and I can’t afford it. I love my girlfriend more than anything in the world and want to marry her some day. I don’t know if I’ll live long enough to see that come to be. So I just push through work to pay the bills and hope I nothing is wrong. Doesn’t seem to be looking up since my left eye is now blurry and I have a lump there as well. I wish I could tell her that we may never be together as long as we want to because I may not live that long. I’m afraid of dying, but I’m more afraid of crushing her dreams of a family together.

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