I’m bored with the friends I have. I don’t wanna sound mean or ungrateful, but I think I’ve outgrew them. I have really bad social anxiety and overall awkwardness, but I’ve made it a goal to be more open and outgoing this year because I’m tired being like this. By doing this, I saw how awkward my friends of 4+ years are and I don’t know if they’ll cripple me as I try to shake off my awkwardness and anxiety. I’m not feeling fulfilled in my current friendships and i dont know what to do. We dont even ever go out as a friend group, we just see each other in school and hang out there. I dont wanna drop them because that’s mean and I can’t seem to make new friends easily. Yikes