I have no clue where to put this other than here. I’ve recently fallen in love with one of my best friends, it’s only been 4 months since I have. Tonight, when I was trying to fall asleep, I had the thought that we probably wouldn’t work out and I should stick to just being friends with him. Within myself, I felt this pain in my heart; like I knew my thought was wrong and felt wrong, but the logical part of my brain felt this was right. I don’t know. He is terrified of love and I am just a simple boy who loves romance and has very strong feelings for him. It’s scary being in limbo, having the ball being in his court. Being vulnerable. Because he knows. God, does he know. But what is a boy to do?