I think I may be a sociopath/psychopath. Mainly because I am realizing I crave and enjoy hurting others emotionally. I have been leading on a guy who is in love with me for 5 years now. I’ll ghost him for months,then come back for a while, make him fall again, then leave and watch him break down. I come back just as he’s starting to heal. That’s the main example. I used to blame it on the fact that this dude was abusive, but it’s past that now.
