After months of figuring out whether or not I should follow a certain religion or the one my parents believe in (Catholicism)…

I just don’t understand religion in general. It’s all confusing and irrelevant. I don’t think I need it to have morals and to be a good person. Especially in this day and age. I don’t see myself dedicating my life to a God and I don’t have “the heart” to “believe” (if that makes any sense?). It seems like a huge waste of time (and money).

Don’t get me started on my parents. They’d be mad (and heart broken) if they knew (or figured out) that I don’t believe in God at all. I only pretend to “believe” just to please them and to not start an endless argument with them. Not only that, I’m not independent yet.

That’s that.