I ain’t feeling the OwO’s this evening fellas. God I need to find me a Carlos.

If only I hadn’t run away

With a weak constitutioned body, wandering between life and death since childhood
An everyday where I continued drinking a secret medicine passed down in my family
I couldn’t do what they needed very well; Shunned by my family
As being merely useless, my heart was gradually warped

I didn’t have any hope anywhere
They were days of just continuing to live

When I was 15 suddenly there was talk of a marriage alliance
My partner was the daughter of a disgraced nobleman from a foreign country
Almost ignoring such as their mutual reasons, once again I understood
I myself was just a means for a good pedigree

A girl who was fat like a pig
That was my meeting with her

It seemed she, too, spent her girlhood all alone
Her mother dead, her father with a sick heart, and her home fallen to ruin
“Someday I want to travel around the world”
She said that was her dream

I thought going together wouldn’t be so bad

They invited guests and held a party for the engagement
It was there I came to know the darkness in her heart
Greedily devouring the food that was brought out like a beggar,
She murmured the words, “If anything’s left behind, I’ll be scolded”

The abuse she received from her late mother
The engagement was broken off

When time passed, gossip concerning her reached my ears;
“She’s become the Evil Food Eater, devourer of gross foods”
I changed my face, disguised myself as a cook and was employed by her
In there was a woman who had become so beautiful I didn’t recognize her

A contract with a forbidden demon
She wasn’t human anymore

In those days I continue making strange meals, unintentionally these words came from my mouth
“Before long might I take a vacation?” Disappointing her
I know that I’ve always been a dog running away with his tail between his legs
And again in this way I’m trying to run from her

If I had been able to accept you the day of that party,
Perhaps I could have also saved you
This medicine I can’t yet part with, a bottle of fine gold powder
I grasp it, along with my determination

This secret medicine I’ve been drinking since my childhood
A medicine that becomes a poison if the dosage isn’t right
“Let’s eat together on this occasion” I invited of her,
And put the poison into two servings of soup

Going together won’t be so bad, right?
Come, this is our last supper

–And now I’m one of the meals lined up on the dinner table
The poison didn’t work on her
I was the only one who died

Just before I lost consciousness she said with a sigh,
“You’ve run away again, leaving me”

Having become cuisine for you I’m headed to your stomach
And so I’ll become your blood, I’ll become your flesh
I won’t be escaping from you anymore will I?

I’ll be with you forever