I’m 16 and I like to watch h*****(anime p***). I tell everyone I don’t m********* and surely not to anime p*** but I do. I m********* nearly every night and any time I watch H*****, Yuri specifically. If my mom knew, she’d first of all find out I’m a lesbian and second of all that I’m watching p***, and lastly that a drawing can s******* arouse me. I’ve become very s******* frustrated being single for 3 years even though I’ve never had s**. I’ve never really cared about it until this year and now I have this insatiable urge for my best friend that I’m in love with to have s** with me. If she ever knew she would never talk to me again. I m********* saying her name almost every night and fantasize about her being in cosplay and whipping me. She’s so hot and sometimes I even fantasize about her when she’s right in front of me but I don’t show it. Every time she makes eye contact with me my heart skips a beat. I wish I could get over it and stop m*********** so much. I just love the feeling and the fantasy of her loving me again. It gets me off so much, especially when I see her in that skimpy little nurse’s outfit in my head. mm. I feel so sick. She’s my best friend…