When I was very young an adult female, a stranger, had s** with me for my first experience. It just happened that my p**** was over-developed for my age. She got on top and did all the work, until she was satisfied, but I was shocked. I developed psychogenic amnesia, thus blocking it out for years, but I did have nightmares.
Oddly enough, I began to fantasize about doing c********** on anyone who would let me. I do not understand why.