I don’t understand a therapist that says “anything that happens to your sister seems or has to happen to you” that does not make sense, then she said she was mirroring me. and then she enjoyed seeing me fail university and she wanted me to be raped while I was a virgin. I feel certain of that as much as I feel certain that she probably knew bugsy and blue light disco alp people in my childhood she told me she knew a tully guy and then I found out he was related to my mothers mothers. that is why I blame joyce and don for getting me s******* abused as a child AND THE HOUSE FIRE (and they are continuing it each generation to destroy our growth and life chances education or to get out of poverty never to find relationships) and getting me raped and they have successfully turned young men against me since I was a child deliberately making me feel UGLY.

alice in wonderland “UGLIFICATION” I THINK THEIR FAMILY DID THE SAME THING TO MY MOTHERS MOTHER AND MY MOTHER. I DON’T KNOW WHY.

I SEE A PATTERN.

AND I KNOW I SEEN SOME DEMON IN A PHOTO IN THE MELBORNE OLD JAIL THESE EYES LOOKING BEHIND ME IN 1999.

AND ITS LINKED TO THAT FAST FORWARD CARMEL AND LYN THING AND I DO NOT KNOW WHY. I did nothing to these people.