I feel like a failing christen I am the one who has put a lot of that stuff on here about the devil in other religions. but I just want to defend myself.

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I feel like a failing christen I am the one who has put a lot of that stuff on here about the devil in other religions. but I just want to defend myself. I think I have been satanically abused with ritual abuses since I was a child. I am afraid since seeing this demon that it gets into my mind badly making me think stupid thoughts. feeling deep pain and mental suffering. Its is not me doing the witchcraft. but I do sometimes read about witches and spiritualism to try to understand why someone would be abusing me and find some evidence even. if I could pin point it to one person or a group of people maybe I could at least feel stronger conviction, and have a finger to point at. but here I am unsure of what and who and why and all that stuff. I do have god and jesus in my heart but I think something is testing my love for them. I know I am a good person and I feel angry at god that I was raped and abused. I feel deep confusion.

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The matrix, magnus, hand it over
Die
Die
Die
Fall
Fall
Fall
And with that, unicron my master, I shall make you my slave

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