i feel like absolute s***
i feel fat every day. i wake up the first thing i think about is going on the scales to see how much i weigh.
i eat healthy, i exercise a lot, but i still dont feel like its enough.
i hate boys. ive been used so many times and i know its my fault too for letting it happen.
sometimes i dont understand if i’m attractive or not. i cant even define what is attractive any more. i dont feel like im as smart as i want to be either.
i don’t understand people and i don’t understand myself. i don’t even know if i need someone there for me or not.
i just feel empty.
