since I was a child people have expected me to set up s** apt or romance for them. since I was about 5 and they have never stopped putting demands on me and forcing me to put my interests and needs last. when I was raped by married man I did not like or love that was the worst part, being used by someone you feel nothing but disgust for.

this woman magda seem to want to spend her life teaching me lessons cuz bugsy came to visit my parents in the mid-late 1970s (that was not my fault stupid s***) and playing games on a me as a child and while I was growing up, the worst part was her honestly expecting me put myself last for her when she should have been past needing a young man in her life.

that fact that these people forced this married man ken onto me was just the limit that offends and disgusts me.

even now they are still pushing for me to get dates or guys for them and I think that is too much then I can do.

when I really need to be thinking about myself.

ALL THESE OLD HAGS WANTING GUYS I LIKE IS SO ANNOYING. HOW CAN THEY LIKE THEM OVER ME ANYWAY?

THIS GUY KEN WHO RAPED ME IS JUST DISGUSTING BEYOND ANYONES IMAGINATION.