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I was planning to speak to my doctor at my next appointment about how I think I’ve been disassociating lately but the best example of this was after I was raped earlier this year. I never reported it or went to the doctor about it because I knew it wouldn’t end in my favour and I just wanted it to be over with. I disassociated from everything for a bit and felt really numb. It was bad and exactly the thing I am trying to avoid in the future.

I want help but I don’t want to have the conversation or explain anything. How do you even have those words come out of your mouth? Especially since my doctor has known me since I was a kid so it’s even harder. What do I do? Do you think he has to report it?

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