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This loneliness is bad enough but the depression makes it worse. I drink to make both go away but it’s only for a short time. Nothing seems to help ease the blueness. Music sounds good but food doesn’t taste as good as it should. Movies don’t interest me. Books are nice diversions but just for an hour or so. Exercise is the only thing I like doing and even then it’s only for a short time. I hate going to pubs and leave parties as quickly as possible. I’m boring and not good looking so I can’t blame women for staying away.

Oh well maybe one day it’ll all change. I’m sure it will. I just don’t know when.

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