I am convinced that I am bieng in contact with a exterrestrial …I seen it and talked to it multiply times…I feel like the goverment interfered with out communication frequency..and started toying with my mind …making me seem like I am only mentally ill and just hearing voices ,delusional ,and pychotic..I know for a fake we are in a mental warfare and mind control is real they can really tap into you thought when you reach a certain awareness and awakening into another realm ..I been fighting this war for 4 years and lately I feel like I been losing this fight..I am starting to think maybe I am just a nutcase ..I really think one day I will end up just taking my own life ..