Just, yknow wondering- is it normal for me to harm myself because I’m scared? Like- someone makes something feel like my fault, but even I know it’s not. There’s someone in my life that makes me upset, such as making me feel bad about the way I think, and this person is my guardian, so I can’t really get away from them. They don’t physically harm me, but makes me feel bad about my appearance and identity. In 8th grade I started throwing up my food to lose weight, and after that I ate very little. I made friends with someone on the internet who told me it was bad and is helping me get out of the habit. But now I cut even more. I did before, and my guardian told me not to show anyone, including my other guardian. But now I’ve sliced up my things, from cutting after being yelled at, not by them in particular, but anyone really. I’m sorry this is so lengthy but I had to get it out.