I feel like my mother likes my older brother WAY more than me, every time I do something wrong she compares me to him. Example: “When your brother was younger he was the president of the 5,000 role model. He was always so caring and understanding, but you aren’t” at that time she told me that I was 10. How do you think that makes a 10 year old? Very sad. Because of what she said and what she still says to me I suffer from depression, and i’m only 12, about to be 13 in 7 days. It just makes me want to hurt myself BUT I never have hurt myself because I care about myself. Thoughts pop up but I just ignore them.