it’s almost midnight rn and i can’t sleep. so looks like im going to be ranting. C if you read this, warning on all of it pretty much.

my parents hurt me and they don’t even know it. for years all they have been doing is arguing and i don’t understand why they are still together. it’s sad to know that i wouldn’t be sad if they split. truth be told i would be relieved. today it was pretty bad, just constantly going back and forth. and i don’t really know what it is but my ears are actually sensitive and when i constantly hear yelling, it hurts. my dad is always on my moms case about not doing anything and then my mom is always on my dad about how he needs to do better. and it’s always the others fault, never theirs. i would never want a relationship like this. why put up with all the disagreements and constant arguments for years? my dad has left multiple times and he just comes back a week later no matter how many times my mom says he won’t. today she even asked what i would do if i was in her situation and she also was asking for advice from me. her 16 year old daughter. she says it’s because im mature for my age but that’s b*******. she just doesn’t know what to do. my brother who is 6, is growing up constantly hearing this and i feel so bad for him. so now im up at almost midnight because i just feel like crying because of how fucked up everything is.