I have this whole personality that i put up where im just fun, positive and brave but really deep down i’m overly hypocritical of myself and i just get very very scared of other’s thoughts of me. It really is frustrating to tell people a bit about me and introduce myself because i hate all my flaws and overall just hate myself. The more this happy go lucky front gets put up, the more down, frustrated, angered or something i feel. Its just hard to explain so idk lol
