I have been heavily deteriorating lately. Should be applying for full-time jobs, but I am not. Have not been running or going to the gym for months. I look disgusting. Spending most of the time in my room. I leave it for shifts I get from the recruitment agency, but they are rare and very insufficient. I should be working now and applying for internships to start in 2 months. This is vital, as now it is the time to gain relevant experience. But I’m a wreck.