I liked this guy and wanted to have a baby and his family did not like me. well he did not like me because he never bothered to talk to me or be honest about what he was about. having had a car accident made things worse for me. Its like I forgot things and was living in another life within my body. its like something snatched my soul.

everyone worked against me getting the things I wanted. this woman lied to me over and over and over again. poisoning my mind with terrible things to confuse me.

I am over him but I am not over the principles of justice I want given that I was raped and I was abused as a child.

I think if anyone should feel guilty it should be those families that deceived me.

I turned my heart to another person recently but I will not go away quietly because of the principle of child s***** abuse is wrong. r*** is wrong. lying is wrong.

the truth is I did not know the things til recently.

its just that so many people have hated me all my life for no reason.

NOW I WILL REVENGE OVER THE CHILD S***** ABUSE AND DESTROY ALL IN MY PATH.