I am 34 years old male. I married to a girl to whom i love since 10 years. Just 1 year earlier I met a girl and like her. At that time my wife was pregnant. I thought that i just play with that girl and after having some physical relation I shall break the relation. But when I know the girl i desperately fall in love with her. She also knew that I cant leave my wife and baby. Recently she got engaged and probably will get married by 10 months. We have physical relation many times. But right now I can handle my emotion as when I see the girl with another person either cant leave my wife and baby. Do not know what to do.