I know people think I am over exaggeration about my sister and her little helpers, but she is the sort of person who will do awful things. she is an awful person to know. a terrible person in fact. she went evil on me when we were kids. she has always abused me. I know someone is helping her abusing me for all these years but I want to know why? why does she get away with abusing me? why does she keep getting guys and no matter how much I try I can’t? men act weird towards me and are abusive for no reason. even if they want romance they are abusive to get it. she says they are to her but I have never seen it. I have seen people tease her but I have been teased as most kids or teens or people are. I was teased for the color of my hair, I was labeled gay cuz I was single. I can’t seem to find the right guy. they are always too old, or too young. the guys in the right age bracket don’t acknowledge me and they treat me like I am ugly and less then them. younger men are abusive and older men are more abusive.

I have tried being nice, being sweet, ignoring bad things, being more tolerant, being forgiving, losing weight or gaining weight and doing your hair or make up or going grunge but nothing works. and I am sick of it.

I am choosy about men. I like white youthful men and not old men. I don’t like black men. I can’t stand yobos. I like a touch of class, well I like a lot of class and style and dressing well, I like men to give me the time of day and treat me like I am special and instead men have always been abusive to me. it has at times turned me to considering being gay but I can’t really go there. I am single and I can’t uneducated people.

I DETEST CULTURED BAD MANNERED AND UNPOLISHED PEOPLE. I EVEN HATE MY OWN BAD HAIR DAYS.

my sister is evil and she has destroyed me. NO ONE EVER THINKS OF ME.