I am in love with my ex, the whole reason why he has become my ex is because i cannot bare his lies, and cheating ways.. I cannot sit and accept such foolishness yet leaving him was the easy bit not contacting him is the hardest,
Why is it that we tend to love those who do not put as much effort as they are able to put in? Why is it that we as good people get put with a careless individual, who does not seem to understand just how much he is loved?
I really do want to see him so bad, and just be with him, and for once let god get rid of my memory, because it’s these exact memories that does not make me forgive him…
And even if we was to come together we would not be as happy as we first was, but then again happiness is only a short moment in the mind created by us as we are insecure…
Ever been close to a soulmate, and feel like that someone is created for you, but they know not that you are created for them, i cannot even chat to my friends about him with out them telling me, he cheated he lied he is no good…
Before you try and judge me and try say im a careless young girl and ask for trouble… must i remind you i gave him two chances and then I left!! it haunts me so much, wondering what hes doing, where he is , is he thinking about me?
I guess, this is my confession, still in love with my ex, and I cannot seem to contact him….. As I have to much pride and hes done me wrong so many times.. I guess i’ll be forever in love hopelessly with my guards up higher, reminiscing I hope I get over him, and I forget about him, maybe then I can go out normal… without him crossing my mind…
Iwish someone could advise me on what to do 🙁 xx