the last few weeks she has been at it again, bunging on acts with everyone. she has been married 3 times and husband #3 is in the filepens, they met up every few months over there. she has been over there on long holidays about 4 or 5 times and they have been together for the last 7 but she will not leave home. we don’t understand it. she will cause a fight out of anything. we are all sick of her. sick to death of her. its the fighting I can’t take I go wired when she starts and she has been at for the last few weeks, argues with anyone in the house. what triggers it off? the last few weeks have been hell with her and money. always money!!! so he can get here to live or for his surgery, or his bike. I would not care if they weren’t so rude. they are an arrogant mob. sometimes I wish she would just go away. I hate the way she got me molested as a child to give other people money. I hate that while she gets all the guys, all the friends. she wont mix with relatives like cousins incase they steal her husbands. and she thinks I am jealous of her and I am not. why would I be jealous of her Filipino men, she has a thing for these Filipino men, this is the second one. I don’t understand it. I like white men. why would I be jealous? when looks and white and money in the one package is what I need, want and like. I don’t like black men s*******. never have and never will. I like white dicks, I like white men and I don’t want white people becoming extinct! there is a real fear that red hair will become extinct and white people because of all the mixed breeding !!!! she can stick her Filipinos I just wish they would get him here so she will move in with him or she live perminantly there. she really should be thinking of her aging parents health and my health after everything I have done for her. she never ever wonders how I must feel never been married at 42 now. at our brothers wedding she made a circus of herself and she wrecked my chances of a nice boy to like me. she does it all time. all the time and I am sick of it. sick to death of it. sometimes I would choose death over this. why can’t they get themselves sorted out after all this time planning their life together anyway. she got bill to abuse me and anyone she could find to abuse me. she made me ugly and I am sick of it.