I write stories, set in my own fictional world. I have an extreme problem with keeping a single character or idea for more than two days. As soon as I come up with an idea for a character, almost instantly I come up with another that seems more appealing, but I always end up not being able to decide. It makes me really anxious, to where it will make me depressed for days at a time because I feel like I’m being ridiculous and bothering my friends to no end with my indecision. I know this seems stupid- and it is, but it causes me endless mental unrest, and I can’t talk to my friends about it. I just needed it off of my chest, to admit to someone out there that I’ve got a problem with everything I create and it makes me want to cry. It’s like having the world’s cutest kitten, but it’s stuck in a giant plastic hamster ball for eternity and you never get to pet it.
